LOve Poem for my GP essays and PI

My vision is clouded by tears in my eyes.
I used to think that visions of us were my only paradise. 
Just looking at you two, makes tears flow from my eyes.
You only see me as an idiot,
But how can that be, because our road to success hasn’t even begun. 
Many things with you have gone wrong in the past.
I sometimes find myself daydreaming about your deadly complexity,
And you know I "hate" you, but not this much.
I feel overwhelmed in sadness and have become so consumed
I don’t know how to say I wanna be without you 'so much' that I don’t know how to start,
But as each day goes by I wish you would give your 'answer key'.
Sometimes I wish I could dream forever,
Then that way we’ll always be more cooperative.
Unfortunately though, I wake up,
And I hate how reality always seems to suck.
At school it’ll be just another day
Another day that I’ll try to suppress my feelings for you away.