Few lines of Lyrics by Taylor Swift from "I'd Lie"

represented my state of mine before today:

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

He stands there then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie


TODAY , this song is dedicated for him and i hope this crush wont fluctuate ever again:

Why did I ever like you
What did I see
Whatever it was must have been some kind of illusion
A Magic trick on me

I tried to be zane
I've even asked all my friends
To help my let it slide
But all I see is your face
In my favorite place
And I can't help but wonder why

Tell me why did I
Why did I ever like you
What did I see
Whatever it was must have been some kind of illusion
A Magic trick on me